I Ask You...

It's the question everyone wonders, what does a professional (be that a doctor or a stylist) do when they need to get stuff done.
I say this b/c as a Wig and Make Up artist, I can paint people's faces all day, produce some pretty stuff...

But when I put the brush near my skin something happens... There is a mental block or something that inables my ability to paint a decent face...

There is no dimension, color or shape. What am I doing wrong?! I swear I just need someone to sit me down and say, "Necole, you need to use this, use that..." blah blah. I am going to be getting ready to be a legitimate professional I need to look the part! ::sigh:: So, what do I do, where do I go?